Devil inside

I wake up every morning, but it feels like I'm still asleep. My body moves slowly, as if it's weighed down by an invisible force. I try to smile, but my lips refuse to curve upwards. I try to laugh, but my throat feels tight and empty. I try to feel something, anything, but my emotions are flat and lifeless. I can't concentrate on anything for more than a few minutes. My mind wanders off into a dark abyss, where everything is meaningless and worthless. The things that used to bring me joy now seem pointless and trivial. The people I used to love now seem distant and unimportant. I feel like a burden to everyone around me. They try to cheer me up, but their efforts fall flat. They tell me to think positive, but my mind is consumed by strong feelings of hopelessness and guilt. I feel guilty for feeling this way, for not being able to snap out of it. I feel hopeless because I can't see a way out of this darkness. The thought of it brings a strange sense of comfort, as if it's the only escape from this never-ending sadness. I have many dangerous suicidal thoughts, but I'm too scared to act on them. I wish I could explain what's going on inside my head, but words fail me. It's like trying to describe a color that doesn't exist. All I know is that I'm trapped in this melancholic state, and I don't know how to break free.

Chain

TEZOS

Network

Tezos

Contract

KT1SMzW3Tj65TutdzPkVQJPjyWsMwpHDszvJ

Token ID

1